sadness...

At first i thought my life rocks having u guys,
now i know. i kinda suckss..

having my BEST friends talking bout me? =[


haiss.

something happen yesterday.
phucking sad...

well,

here goes..

yesterday..
break time..
i was eating with minn.jin.boon and wei...

thn ler.
minn and jin eat finish ler.
so they go duty lu

after they go..
boon tell me...

"Just now we say u bad things"
i was like "say me wad oo?"
"blablabla"
thn wei say..
boon very straight forward..
i was like nevermind la.
i dont mind.. -.-

thn after that..
in class...

i wrote stuff on my table...

haiss.

' i cant believe MY OWN BABES will talk bad bout me '
' i NEVER thought they were like this '

' i CANT believe after all these years '
' After 6 whole freaking years being ur friends '

haiss..
typing this made me cry..
thinking bout this makes me feel worst than ever ! ==

hais.

after that nvm.
me . jin . minn lunch got duty de marhh
everytime they will wait for me de..
but nowadays. they also didnt wait..

but yesterday worst.
they call also didnt call me.
they just walk down like i never exist!

i walk with them i didnt talk.
they also dont care

eating time. i didnt talk,
they still can laugh like HELL !!!!!!!!

even mugilaa notice why i didnt talk.
why cant a best friend like YOU NOT NOTICE !!!

i was eating alone..
quiet.
thn ah lian came down...

i took a tissue wiping my head...
ah lian thought i cry..

well.
i was ABOUT to cry.

i tahan larr. wad can i do.
thn i go put my plate ALONE

thn i go toilet lu.
and started crying..

i crying

boon and wei keep asking me why i cry.
i didnt say anything.

i was HURT !

not by anyone.
but by the best BEST BESTEST friend i ever had in my whole life.

hais

i guess.
i can never trust anyone..

=(

hais..

minn was scared.
she scared i slap her -.-
thats what boon say...

Minn.
im not that kind of person...
hais.

anyways...

today..
they also so called 'forgot' to wait for me...

haihz..

i gtg.

im crying..
=(

byes


[ sorry if i offended any of u ] im sorry.
im just expressing my feelings out.
sorry




i never knew loving u was so hard... ><


Jojo <3

=X

hey. dont really have the mood to update.. =(


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yesterday. sports day

it was awesomeee =]

although we didnt win.. but..

we hav fun ! xD

i loveee red house ! xDD

i love kristal
i love tjaaikedd
i love oii jin
i love RED ! xD




* all red house runners. AWESOME !!






*cute right?? xD





* King's back. =]





* The Mighty Red King






* The Bloody Red Queen






* kristal and mua. =]]





*kristal





*rawrr. xD





* My beloved Jie.. Love herr ♥






* Jie hug me ♥





* Me.. RETARD




* me and kris





* me and captainnnn





* me andd captain.. lols





* me and jes ♥♥




* cute kan? SOMEONE ruin it. xD [mj]





* Red = SEXY ♥♥





* Red = Hotness ♥♥





* Red housee ♥




* my eyes.. o.o.. lols





* MIGHTY RED !





* Me.Jin.Boon ♥





* Me.Jin.Boon ♥♥





* Me. Wei ♥





* MEEEE ! ♥


i guess thats all?

my panda is lying on me now. xD

ciiaos.

will miss my red house captainss when they're gone =(

once red. always red :)

i love red house. xD

byeee

love ya'll

i found something.

hey :D

immmm backkkkk =]

hehs.. :)


i got a new drawer. :]

its pretty xP

lalalala :D

wanna see it?
okayyyyyyy!! haha








hehs.

then i foundddd....





pretty aye?
hahas...

there's something moreeee pretty inside.

our memories. xD


















GONE le la. =D

he's her now. lalala
eh hemm !!!!!

hor?? xDDDDD

at least were still friendds. ^^ wakakakaka

lols.. xD

*....* dont de sad. [u know who u are]-You're a girl. xP ^^ i <3 u babe.
-SHE'S not my boyfriend.xD-

ATTENTION!!
she's a girl. don get me wrong. XD

^^

kinda camwhored with doggy. =D

^^

















thn i went dotaaa... wakakaka ^^


panda fell asleep.....




ahahaha.. cute leee. xD

i gtg now.. xD





before that... tagginggggg...... :D

01. Who was your last text from?
* ding xianq. Adrian

02. Where was your default picture taken?
* In the car. xD

03. Your relationship status?
* Single..

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
* idk =]]

05. What is your current mood?
* Hapehhh wapehhh xD

06. How many siblings do you have?
* 2?

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
* dunno. and u dont need to know. xD

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
* Japan!!

09. Have a crazy side?
* yesh yesh yesh !! EVERYTIME!!! xD

10. Ever had a near death experience?
* i dont think so.xD

11. Something you do a lot?
* sing !!

12. Angry at anyone?
* nopee

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
* Nothing.

14. When was the last time you cried?
* idk

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
* my babes <3

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
* clowns =)

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
* mummy :D

18. What is your favorite song?
* watcha say. ^^

19. What are you doing right now?
* blogging

20. Who do you trust right now?
* anyone except STRANGERS!

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
* nichii

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
* eww no... lols

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
* weng sheng. suzanna. keii. gavin. adrian

24. Describe your life in one word?
* boring

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
* nobody

26. What should you be doing right now?
* shopping. xD

27. What are you listening to?
* soul sisters.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
* hmm? Jin? Minn?

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
* darren. xD

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
* maybe.

31. What is your natural hair color?
* dark brown.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
* IDK?

33. Who was the last person to make you angry?
* nooneee...

34. What do you hear?
* what do u mean wad do i hear?

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
* straight...

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
* nopee

37. Do you have a best friend?
* yeahhh !!!

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
* nopeee

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
* sometimes... ^^

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
* hahas. yeah when i was young. xD

41. Are you happy with life right now?
* i get to go shopping.? but not with friends.. TT

42. Are you currently jealous?
* jealous? nah !!

43. What jewelery are you currently wearing?
* nothing.

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
* tuition. ><

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
* i guess?

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
* yeaaa.. lols

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
* nopeee..

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
* cause i was sick?

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
* til 1, cleaninng my room.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
* i think??

Ppl that you want to tag :

-Jin-
-Minn-
-Vonz-
-Wei-
-san-
-Banana-

thatsss all !! xD


hehes, =]

gtg now.

ciiaos!!!

<3 ya'll xD

^^

jojoheartscherryheartshim. xD

=DD

-whats life when u cant have freedom-

=)

yesterday go sunway.

ice skating..
skate dou leg pain pain.

hahas :D

lazy talk. xP

before go:::









in sunwayyyy.




no ppl de. hahas
cause nqam nqam dry the ice
xD













wakakaka. after that daddy bought us drinkss...
from starbucks
xD










hehs.
thn went back lu. lazy blog liao
xD

got one spammer lerhs

hahas.
shuang again luu xD

^^
wakakaka

this morning woke up at 11.30?

thn on my phone. got 3 msg.
lols

thn when down.
play comp awhile..

thn made lunch.

for didi and me.

yumm. xD

gtg now.
wanna watch movie

hehs.

owh ya.

my dog killed a rat !
eww

disgusting laa..

he bit the rat thn she flips the rat.
thn put it on the floor.
lols..

eww !

wakakaka.
k laaa..

gtg lerr.

wan watch muvieee

kayss

bye.

jojoheartscherryheartshim

=]

-whats life when u cant have freedom-