sadness...

At first i thought my life rocks having u guys,
now i know. i kinda suckss..

having my BEST friends talking bout me? =[


haiss.

something happen yesterday.
phucking sad...

well,

here goes..

yesterday..
break time..
i was eating with minn.jin.boon and wei...

thn ler.
minn and jin eat finish ler.
so they go duty lu

after they go..
boon tell me...

"Just now we say u bad things"
i was like "say me wad oo?"
"blablabla"
thn wei say..
boon very straight forward..
i was like nevermind la.
i dont mind.. -.-

thn after that..
in class...

i wrote stuff on my table...

haiss.

' i cant believe MY OWN BABES will talk bad bout me '
' i NEVER thought they were like this '

' i CANT believe after all these years '
' After 6 whole freaking years being ur friends '

haiss..
typing this made me cry..
thinking bout this makes me feel worst than ever ! ==

hais.

after that nvm.
me . jin . minn lunch got duty de marhh
everytime they will wait for me de..
but nowadays. they also didnt wait..

but yesterday worst.
they call also didnt call me.
they just walk down like i never exist!

i walk with them i didnt talk.
they also dont care

eating time. i didnt talk,
they still can laugh like HELL !!!!!!!!

even mugilaa notice why i didnt talk.
why cant a best friend like YOU NOT NOTICE !!!

i was eating alone..
quiet.
thn ah lian came down...

i took a tissue wiping my head...
ah lian thought i cry..

well.
i was ABOUT to cry.

i tahan larr. wad can i do.
thn i go put my plate ALONE

thn i go toilet lu.
and started crying..

i crying

boon and wei keep asking me why i cry.
i didnt say anything.

i was HURT !

not by anyone.
but by the best BEST BESTEST friend i ever had in my whole life.

hais

i guess.
i can never trust anyone..

=(

hais..

minn was scared.
she scared i slap her -.-
thats what boon say...

Minn.
im not that kind of person...
hais.

anyways...

today..
they also so called 'forgot' to wait for me...

haihz..

i gtg.

im crying..
=(

byes


[ sorry if i offended any of u ] im sorry.
im just expressing my feelings out.
sorry




i never knew loving u was so hard... ><


Jojo <3